{"id":1809,"date":"2024-03-06T12:29:02","date_gmt":"2024-03-06T03:29:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/serene.wpx.jp\/?post_type=interview&p=1809"},"modified":"2024-04-09T12:29:48","modified_gmt":"2024-04-09T03:29:48","slug":"relationship-between-self-esteem-and-money","status":"publish","type":"interview","link":"https:\/\/hooponopono-asia.org\/en\/interview\/irene-schwonek\/relationship-between-self-esteem-and-money\/","title":{"rendered":"The Relationship Between Self-Esteem and Money"},"content":{"rendered":"\n

“Cleaning with the experience of wanting something is the ultimate cleaning of the anxiety of feeling something is missing.”<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n

About 12 years ago, I lost all my assets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I invested everything, including my savings and loans from banks, in the construction business of a man I was dating at the time.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Now that I practice Ho’oponopono, when I look back at myself at that time with cleaning, it becomes clear to me.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The only reason I financially supported my partner’s business was that I wanted to be someone special to him.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I wanted to be an important existence for him and his business.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This was a major reaction to the way I, who originally had low self-esteem, had forced myself into work, my past marriage, and parenting, living while fighting fear.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Supporting my then-partner financially was a misuse of money itself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Without knowing that money has an identity, and without permission, I handled money for my desires, pretensions, and fears, dictated by the replay of my memories.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

As a result, the business did not turn out as initially expected, and I lost my house and car, which I had used as collateral.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

And our relationship also ended.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

This was the most painful event in my life.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

My already shaky confidence completely collapsed, and I felt like I had lost the trust of acquaintances, friends, and family, always accompanied by shame and sorrow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

It was hell itself.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

In the midst of this, I encountered a method for solving problems by myself, in the process of healing my inner child, in a Ho’oponopono class introduced by an acquaintance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Having lost confidence at the time and finding it difficult to work at the TV station where I had been for 30 years, I started cleaning from there.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I began cleaning what I wanted and desired.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

The experience of wanting something, such as:<\/p>\n\n\n\n